Rambled Egg

Maybe I should start writing again, I can now see a light at the end of this tunnel.

For the past few weeks I've not been able to see how I can get around this and have been trying mostly not to think about things. And occupying time in which I might by getting so drunk I don't know what day it is. I've been treated like shit, but perhaps I deserved it, and perhaps that needed to happen. I always knew deep-down that it was wrong, but always kept it at the back of my mind so as not to spoil my own fun. Now its come back and hit me right in the face and at the worst possible time too.

I can't even look at her anymore, and I can't stand to see her with him.

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